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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    10:18 pm
    @@@@@"I've got to get home and do just what
    @@@@@"I've got to
    get home and do just what you're doing, Sally, we can't stayWe just
    didn't want to leave without saying hello
    And she hurried Scarlett back to the wagon"I don't see why you
    were
    so rude to Sally, SuellenYour wash could have waited while we had a
    cup of coffee and talked about the party"Scarlett, you don't know
    anything about keeping a farm goingIf Sally got behind on her wash,
    she'd be behind on everything else all dayWe can't get a bunch of
    servants way out here in the country the way you can in Atlanta
    We've
    got to do plenty of the work ourselves Scarlett bridled at the tone
    of her sister's voice"I might just as well go back to Atlanta on
    this afternoon's train," she said crossly"It would make things a lot
    easier for all of us if you did," Suellen retorted"You just make
    more work, and I need that bedroom for Susie and Ella Scarlett
    opened her mouth to argueShe'd rather be in
    Atlanta anyhowIf Tony hadn't come home, she'd be there by now
    People would be glad to see her, too
    She had plenty of friends in Atlanta who had time for coffee or a game
    of whist or a partyShe forced a smile for her children, turning her
    back on Suellen"Wade Hampton, Ella, Mother's got to go to Atlanta
    after dinner todayI want you to promise you'll be good and not give
    your Aunt Suellen any trouble, now Scarlett waited for the protests
    and the tearsBut the children were too busy talking about Tony's
    flashing six-shooters to pay any attention to herAs soon as they
    reached Tara, Scarlett told Pansy to get her valise packedThat was
    when Ella began to cr
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    10:18 pm
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    “So?”
    “So assuming the Jackal told the CG where to rendezvous, someplace obviously close to Devil’s
    Mouth, how the hell did the Jackal know about it?”
    “Your two commandos didn’t tell you?”
    “Tell me what? I sent them right over to Henry to give him a full report while we took care of
    youThere wasn’t time to sit down and talk and I figured every moment counted
    “Then Henry knows by now; he’s probably in shockHe’s chanel vintage lost two drug boats in two days, and
    only one is likely to be paid for, and he still doesn’t know about his boss, the so honorable Crown
    governor, lackey of the Jackal who made fools of the Foreign Office by passing off a small-time
    Paris hit man as a venerable hero of FranceThe wires will be burning all night between
    Government House and Whitehall
    “Another drug boat? What are you trying to tell me? What does Henry know now—what could
    my guards tell him?”
    “Your question a minute ago was how did the Jackal know Gucci Indy Bag about the reef off the coast of
    Antigua called Devil’s Mouth
    “Take my word for it, Doctor Webb, I remember the questionHow could he?”
    “Because he had a third man here, that’s what your Royal Commandos have told Henry by now
    A blond-haired son of a bitch who heads up Montserrat’s drug patrols
    “Him? Rickman? The one-man British Ku Klux Klan? By-the-Rules-Rickman, scourge of
    anybody who’s afraid to yell back at him? Holy Christ, Henry won’t believe it!”
    “Why not? You just described a likely disciple of Carlos
    “I suppose Cartier Tortue I did, but it seems so unlikelyHe’s the original sanctimonious deaconPrayer
    meetings before work in the morning, calling on God to aid him in his battle against Satan, no
    alcohol, no women—”
    “Savonarola?”
    “I’d say that fits—from what I remember reading for history courses
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    182
    “Then I’d say he’s prime meat for the JackalAnd Henry will believe it when his lead boat
    doesn’t come back to Plymouth and the bodies of the crew float up on shore or simply don’t show
    up for the replica gucci prayer meetings
    “That’s how Carlos got away?”
    “Yes Bourne nodded and gestured at the couch several feet in front of him, the space between
    taken up by a glass-topped coffee table
    “What have we been doing?”
    “Not about what has happened, Bro, but about what’s going to happen
    “What’s going to happen?” asked StJacques, lowering himself on the couch
    “No!” cried the younger man, shooting to his feet as if propelled by a bolt of electricity“You
    can’t!”
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    “Where are you hermes bag going?”
    “P
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    10:19 pm
    @@@@@ I'm under the bandage, smelling the iodine,
    @@@@@
    I'm under the bandage, smelling the iodine, smelly
    the sweaty, listening to them laughI scream at
    them, scream loud, and they run awayNan Melda
    comes, her head all red because her hair is
    wrapped in the snarfHer roundies flash flash
    flash in the sun and you call those roundies
    braceletsI say "First, first!" and Nan Melda
    64
    doesn't knowSo then I say "Ass! Ass!" and Nan
    makes me go potty even though I don't need to go
    pottyI'm on the potty and see and point"Ass!
    Ass!" Daddy comes in"What's this shouting
    about?" with all white bubbles on his face except
    for one smoothieThat's where he slid the thing
    that makes the hair go awayThe room is full of sunnyDust floats in
    the sunny and his hand goes through the sunny with
    the glass and you call that prettyI cry more afterwards, but from betterHe
    kiss me kiss me kiss me, hug me hug me hug me, and
    I try to say him - "Daddy!" - and still can't
    Then I think around sideways to his name, and John
    is there, so I think that in my mind and while I
    think John I "Daddy!" out my mouth and he hug me
    hug me some more
    She thinks Daddy is my first word on this side of
    the bad thing
    The truth is in the details
    2 - Big Pink
    i
    65
    Kamen's geographical worked, but when it came to
    fixing what was wrong with my head, I think the
    Florida part was coincidentalIt's true that I
    lived there, but I never really lived thereNo,
    Kamen's geographical worked because of Duma Key,
    and Big PinkFor me, those places came to
    constitute their own worldPaul on November tenth with hope in my
    heart but no real expectationsKathi Green the
    Rehab Queen came to see me offShe kissed me on
    the mouth, hugged me hard, and whispered "May all
    your dreams come true, Eddie
    "Thanks, Kathi," I s
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    10:22 pm
    @@@@@I'll take you to your room “Wanda
    @@@@@I'll take you to your room
    “Wanda –”
    “Now!” I shoutedI shoved against Ian's chest, kicking my legs free at the same timeThe
    ferocity of my struggle surprised himHe lost his hold on me, and I half fell into a crouch on the
    floor
    I sprang up from the crouch running
    “Wanda!”
    “Let her go
    “Don't touch me! Wanda, come back!”
    It sounded like they were wrestling behind me, but I didn't slowOf course they were fightingViolence was pleasure to them
    I didn't pause when I was back in the lightI sprinted through the big cavern without looking at
    any of the monsters thereI could feel their eyes on me, and I didn't care
    I didn't care where I was going, eitherJust somewhere I could be aloneI avoided the tunnels
    that had people near them, running down the first empty one I could find
    It was the eastern tunnelThis was the second time I'd sprinted through this corridor today
    Last time in joy, this time in horrorIt was hard to remember how I'd felt this afternoon,
    knowing the raiders were homeEverything was dark and gruesome now, including their return
    The very stones seemed evil
    This way was the right choice for me, thoughNo one had any reason to come here, and it was
    empty
    I ran to the farthest end of the tunnel, into the deep night of the empty game r
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    10:12 pm
    @@@@@When a big man's body started going, it fell
    @@@@@When a big man's body started going, it fell apart quicklyThen he'd end up like Conn and to hell with itHe'd buy it and talk about it, and it was probably a damn sight easier than getting rid of women who had found something in him that he didn't have or he didn't care to give
    "She looked at it, and she said, 'Major' -- I was a major then -- 'what are they gonna do next? White ones, silver ones, gold ones, they'll probably be puttin' the American flag on 'em' " Conn laughed and spat a little phlegm into the sand
    Why didn't they quit? Hearn rolled over on his belly, and felt the sun warming his body to its coreHe'd be needing a woman soon, and short of ferrying to the next island, a couple of hundred miles away, where there were supposed to be native women, he was going to find little comfort
    "Hey," he said abruptly to Conn and Dove, "if you can't bring a whorehouse in, how about letting the women go for a while?"
    "Beginning to get you down?" Conn asked with a smile
    "It's brutal," Hearn said, imitating DoveHe lit a cigarette, shaking the sand out of the pack
    Dove looked at him, tried another gambit"Say, I was thinking before, Hearn, is your father's name William?"
    "Yeah
    "We had a William Hearn who was a Deke about twenty-five years ago; could it be him?"
    Hearn shook his head"Hell, no, my father can't even read or writeAll he can do is sign checks"Wait a moment," Conn said, "Bill Hearn, Bill Hearn, by God, I know him, has some factories in the Middlewest, Indiana, Illinois, Minnesota?"
    "That's right
    "Sure," Conn said, "Bill HearnYou look like him, come to think of itI met him when I was out of the Army in 'thirty-seven, organizing the stock for a couple of companiesHis father would throw back his straight black hair, and clap Conn on the back with one of his meaty moist hands"Hell you say, man," he could hear his father booming, "either you throw your goods on the table, and we talk a little turkey, or you can admit you're just a goddam fraud" -- then the twinkle, the charm -- "and we can just get potted together, which is what the hell we want to do in the first place But, no, Conn wasn't right; Conn didn't quite fit it
    "I saw his picture in the papers about a month agoHave about ten papers sent to me regularlyI can see your old man's putting on a little weigh
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    10:12 pm
    @@@@@Just the way he used to before before
    @@@@@Just the way he used to before
    before things went badI mustn't put my foot wrong now
    What would I have said, before I loved him so much? "I'm surprised
    that you'd come to a ball in Atlanta when there are such big doings in
    your precious Charleston," she said
    Not exactly mean, but not too loving, eitherRhett's eyebrows rose in
    black crescents above hismask, Scarlett held her breathHe'd always
    done that when he was amusedShe was acting just right
    "How do you come to be so informed about Charleston's social life,
    Scarlett?"
    "I read the paper,; Some silly woman keeps going on and on about
    some
    horseraceShe thought he was smiling, but she
    couldn't really- see his lipsI read the newspapers, said
    Rhett
    GCEven in Charleston it's news when an upstart country town like
    Atlanta decides to pretend that it's New OrleansHe
    had taken her there for their honeymoonTake me there again, she
    wanted to say, we'll start over, and everything will be differentBut
    she mustn't say thatHer mind leapt quickly from one memory to anotherNarrow
    cobbled streets, tall shadowy rooms with great mirrors framed in dull
    gold, strange and marvelous foods "I'll admit the refreshments
    aren't as fancy," she said grudgingly
    "A powerful understatement I'm making him laughI haven't heard
    him laugh for ages He must have seen the men flocking
    to
    dance with me"How did you know it was me?" she said"I only had to look for the most ostentatiously dressed
    woman, ScarlettIt was bound to be y
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    10:17 pm
    @@@@@Mario?” “Hello, Lou,” said the pleasant
    @@@@@Mario?”
    “Hello, Lou,” said the pleasant voice in New Rochelle“I’ll bet you called to wish Anthony a
    happy birthday, huh?”
    “Who?”
    “My kid, AnthonyHe’s fifteen today, did you forget? The whole family’s out in the garden and
    we miss you, CousinAnd hey, Lou, what a garden this year
    “You also may be something else
    “What?”
    “Buy Anthony a present and send me the billAt fifteen, maybe a broadHe’s ready for
    manhood
    “Lou, you’re too muchThere are other things—”
    “There’s only one thing now, Mario, and I want the truth from your lips or I’ll carve them out of
    your face!”
    There was a brief pause from New Rochelle before the pleasant-sounding executioner spoke“I
    don’t deserve to be talked to that way, cuginoThere was a book taken from that general’s place in Manassas, a very
    valuable book
    “They found out it was missing, huh?”
    “Holy shit! You got it?”
    “I had it, LouIt was going to be a present to you, but I lost it
    “You lost it? What the fuck did you do, leave it in a ‘taxi’?”
    “No, I was running for my life, that maniac with the flares, what’s his name, Webb, unloading at
    me in the drivewayHe grazed me and I fell and the lousy book flew out of my hand—just as the
    police car arrivedHe picked it up and I ran like hell for the fence
    “Webb’s got it?”
    “I guess so
    “Christ on a trampoline !”
    “Anything else, Lou? We’re about to light the candles on the cake
    “Yeah, Mario, I may need you in Washington—a big cannoli without a foot but with a book
    “Hey, wait a minute, cugino, you know my rulesAlways a month between business tripsWhat
    did Manassas take? Six weeks? And last May in Key West, three, almost four weeks? I can’t call, I
    can’t write a postcard—no, Lou, always a monthI got responsibilities to Angie and the children
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    10:22 pm
    @@@@@ "Then that's settled," I said, "because I
    @@@@@
    "Then that's settled," I said, "because I am
    definitely elite
    I raised my hand, and Jack gave it a smack
    xviii
    Back at Big Pink, he helped me into the house with
    my loot - five bags, two boxes, and a stack of
    nine stretched canvasesAlmost a thousand
    dollars' worth of stuffI told him we'd worry
    about getting it upstairs the next dayPainting
    177
    was the last thing on earth I wanted to do that
    night
    I limped across the living room toward the kitchen,
    meaning to put together a sandwich, when I saw the
    message light on the answering machine blinkingI
    thought it must be Ilse, saying her flight had
    been cancelled due to weather or equipment
    problemsThe voice was pleasant but cracked with
    age, and I knew who it was at onceI could almost
    see those enormous blue sneakers propped on the
    bright footplates of her wheelchairFreemantle, welcome to Duma KeyIt
    was a pleasure to see you the other day, if only
    brieflyOne assumes the young lady with you was
    your daughter, given the resemblanceHave you
    taken her back to the airport? One rather hopes
    soI could hear her breathing, the
    loud, not-quiteemphysemic respiration of a person
    who has probably spent a great deal of her life
    with a cigarette in one hand
    "All things considered, Duma Key has never been a
    lucky place for daughters
    178
    I found myself thinking of Reba in a very unlikely
    tennis dress, surrounded by small fuzzy balls as
    more came in on the next wave
    "One hopes we will meet, in the course of timeThen it was just me and the
    restless grinding sound of the shells under the
    house
    How to Draw a Picture (III)
    Stay hungryIt worked for Michelangelo, it worked
    for Picasso, and it works for a hundred thousand
    artists who do it not for love (although that may
    play a part) but in order to put food on the table
    If you want to translate the world, you need to
    use your appetitesDoes this surprise you? It
    shouldn'tThere's nothing as human as hunger
    There's no creation without talent, I give you
    that, but talent is chea
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    10:22 pm
    @@@@@ How long was I gone? Three days is
    @@@@@
    How long was I gone?
    Three days is all
    Her voice was suddenly smallerhere was I?
    You don't know?
    I can't remember… anything
    “You okay?” Jared asked
    “Was that her before, talking to me–talking out loud?”
    “Yes
    “Can she… can you let her do that now?”
    I sighedI was already exhausted
    Can you get past me?I asked heran you talk to him?
    I… How? Where?
    I tried to flatten myself against the inside of my head
    Melanie struggled, but there was no way out
    Jared's lips came down on mine, hardMy eyes flew open in shockHis gold-flecked eyes were
    open, too, half an inch away
    She jerked our head back“Cut thatout! Don't touch her!”
    He smiled, the little creases feathering out around his eyes
    I tried to breathe again
    He left his arm around meWe walked out into the tunnel junction, and there was
    no one there
    “I'm warning you, Mel,” Jared said, still smiling widely“You better stay right here
    I'm not making any guarantees about what I will or won't do to get you back
    My stomach fluttered
    Tell him I'll throttle him if he touches you like that againut her threat was a joke, too
    “She's threatening your life right now,” I told h
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    10:12 pm
    @@@@@Gallagher thought vaguely of early summer
    @@@@@Gallagher thought vaguely of early summer mornings when he set out for work, and the pavements were still cool and fresh from the summer nightHe had forgotten the newspaper and was humming to himself as he climbed on the truck

    In the mail room, a pyramidal tent with two field desks, the mail clerk was sorting some of the letters that had been misaddressedThere was a stack of twenty letters for Hennessey, tied together with a thin piece of twine, and they lay for several hours on a corner of the deskAt last the mail clerk noticed themHe prided himself on remembering the name of every man in the regiment, and he was annoyed now because he could not place Hennessey
    "Was Hennessey transferred from headquarters company?" he asked his assistant
    "I don't know, name's familiar The assistant thought a moment and then said, "Wait a minute, I temember, he was knocked off the day we came in The assistant was pleased that he had recalled it when the mail clerk had forgotten
    "That's right," the mail clerk said hastily"He got it right on the beach, I was talking to Brown about it He looked at the tied bundle of envelopes, sighed, and stamped on them, "Addressee Killed in Action He was about to put the letters in one of the bags at his feet, when he noticed the return addressHe skimmed through the envelopes and discovered it was the same on all of them"Hey, look at this," he said to the assistant
    The return address on the letters was "Mom and Dad, 12 Riverdale Avenue, Tacuchet, Indiana The assistant read it to himself, and thought for a moment of a rosy-cheeked man and woman with graying hair, the Mom and Pop of a thousand billboard ads for soft drinks and mouthwashes and toothpastes"Gee, isn't that sad," he said
    "Makes you think," the assistant said

    After the midday meal, Gallagher was sitting in his tent when Croft called him"What is it?" Gallagher asked
    "The chaplain wants to see you," Croft said
    "What about?"
    "I don't know," Croft shrugged"Why don't you go see him? We'll be gone when you get back, so you'll have perimeter guard for the afternoon
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    10:12 pm
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    So show them to me, Scarlett, and I'll see what can be salvaged He
    took a cutter from his pocketScarlett scowled, but nevertheless she
    stalked into the dressing room to collect her thingsMaybe this was a
    good thingRhett had always supervised her wardrobeHe'd liked to
    see her in clothes that he had chosen, he'd been proud of how stylish
    and pasha cartier beautiful she lookedIf he wanted to get involved with her
    appearance again, be proud of her again, she'd be willing to
    cooperate
    She'd try them all on for himThat way he'd see her in her shimmy
    Scarlett's fingers moved quickly to unhook the dress she was wearing
    and the cage with padding that supported the bustleShe stepped out
    of the pile of rich fabric, gucci for women then gathered her new dresses in her arms
    and walked slowly into the bedroom, her arms bare, her bosom
    half-revealed, and her legs silk-stockinged"Dump them on the bed,"
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    with the rain, or haven't you noticed?" He blew a stream of smoke to
    his left, turning his head away from old omega her"Don't catch cold trying to be
    alluring, ScarlettYou're wasting your time Scarlett's face became
    livid with anger, her eyes like green fireBut Rhett was not looking
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    This will do if you take off the trim, replace the gold buttons with
    plain black ones, and shorten the train It took only a few
    minutes for him to go through them all"You'll need some sturdy
    boots, plain black," he said when he finished with the clothes"I
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    10:26 pm
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    “What is it?” asked Bourne
    “Who came in, Aleksei?”
    “That’s just it, I think I should know him but I don’t
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    “No, a tableIn the corner beyond the bar
    Krupkin moved to the edge of his seat, took out his billfold and removed from its recess a small
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    nicely and they’re obviously stinking rich
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    318
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    10:24 pm
    @@@@@ 625 A nurse came in, put a thermometer
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    A nurse came in, put a thermometer under my tongue,
    took my pulse, wrapped a blood pressure cuff
    around my arm, inflated it, studied the readout
    When I asked her how I was doing, she smiled
    noncommittally and said, "You pass Then she drew
    bloodAfter that I retired to the bathroom with a
    plastic cup, sending Kamen bitter vibes as I
    unzipped my flyA one-armed man can provide a
    urine sample, but the potential for accidents is
    greatly magnified
    When I returned to the exam room, the nurse was
    goneShe had left a folder with my name on it
    Beside the folder was a red penMy stump gave a
    twingeWithout thinking about what I was doing, I
    took the pen and put it in my pants pocketThere
    was a blue Bic clipped to my shirt pocketI took
    it out and put it where the red pen had been lying
    And what are you going to say when she comes back?
    I asked myselfThat the Pen Fairy came in and
    decided to make a swap?
    Before I could answer that question - or consider
    why I had stolen the red pen to begin with - Gene
    Hadlock came in and offered his handwhich in my case was the right oneI
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    found I liked him quite a lot better when he was
    divorced from Principe, the goateed neurologist
    He was about sixty, a little on the pudgy side,
    with a white mustache of the toothbrush variety
    and a pleasant examining-table mannerHe had me
    strip down to my shorts and examined my right leg
    and side at some lengthHe prodded me in several
    places, enquiring about the level of painHe
    asked me what I was taking for painkillers and
    seemed surprised when I told him I was getting by
    on aspirin
    "I'm going to examine your stump," he said"That
    all right?"
    "Yes
    I sat with my left hand resting on my bare left
    thigh, looking at the eye-chart as he grasped my
    shoulder with one hand and cupped my stump in the
    otherThe seventh line on the chart looked like
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    10:19 pm
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    I am not saying be irresponsibleThe reason I don't have high credit card debt, and doodad debt, is because I want to pay myself firstThe reason I minimize my income is because I don't want to pay it to the governmentThat is why, for those of you who have watched the video The Secrets of the Rich, my income comes from my asset column, through a Nevada corporationIf I work for money, the government takes it
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    Secondly, when I occasionally come up short, I still pay myself firstI let the creditors and even the government screamI like it when they get toughWhy? Because those guys do me a favorThey inspire me to i go out and create more moneySo I pay myself first, invest the money, and let the creditors yellI generally pay them right away an
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    10:19 pm
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